Hello guys, sorry for not being able to update as much as I did promised. Well there was some kind of happenings happening in my family therefore there are some changes in my own schedule.
I'm currently working in my mum's shop which is located at Toa Payoh (Find us on facebook and Instagram! "nineteen niche") Which also means that I'm waking up at 6am every single morning, weekends included and I have to put aside my dating time with my bf and boy, work (balloon & twentyfourseven__), sleep and last but not least, blogging which is the worst of all.
I should be motivated to blog even more, not because of wanting to be famous or whatsoever shit. The reason behind was, I'm lonely and I do things people least expect from me. I can't speak to my bf because she has her own problems too and I don't really know how to speak up. Boy got me into opening up to him, which I managed to do so, slowly, I guess but there are still some certain things which I kept it with me.
To me, typing into this space gave me the confidence to do so because no one I know reads it (of what I know) yet as I didn't post it up on any of my personal social media platform. I wouldn't know if this post is going to make any sense but I'd learnt quite a lot of things from this huge hit. I was practically alone and scared, everyone started leaving and I have no idea what was I doing.
Since young, I'm the happiest kid among my friends, I'm so called like the happy pills but there's this saying..
The happiest person, is the loneliest.
And being the only child with no father doesn't make it any better.
With this busy schedule of mine, I find it even harder to maintain both my relationship with my bf and boy.
One being really busy and the other will be enlisting soon. Brandon did manage to pull himself over to the shop daily to accompany me since the change of my lifestyle but I'm afraid when school starts next year (praying hard if I were to get in) I won't have time for him as my weekends might be burnt away and he may be tired due to his training and stuff.
Trying to adjust to the changes now and making things better.
Till then,
Love D.
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